so the last one month all ive been doing is writing my ethics papers – esp my ethics research term paper. after the hard work and sweat i put into it, yday i went to dr. click’s office to check if he had corrected it and if I needed to resubmit it or something. well i found out i got a D on the paper which was brought down to a F coz it was late.
I knew i was going to panic but i tried to keep it under control. what made it worse is that i hadnt eaten all freakin day. I got a massive panic attack. i felt it coming so i just sat down and said dr click im abt to pass out. he was like well i have no sympathy for late papers and i put my head down coz i knew i was on the verge of blacking out…i said dr. click im going to faint..he was like r u serious…so he calls jaime and says come in here…jaime rushes in and dr click tells her see whats wrong with her..get her something to eat or drink fast…jaime asks me what i want and i say water she said no did u eat? i said no she says u need some sugar in you she gets me a cold coke and cookies…it was arnd this time i was out…i come back and jaime hands me the coke – i say open it for me please and i take a sip. instantly i feel better…i eat a cookie and eventually i am able to walk out.
i sit in jaime’s office and eat the whole cookie..some carrots, some chips and a big piece of chocolate cake. since yday i hv been extremely dizzy- hv no appetite and got the most severe case of cramps ever. i dont know whats wrong with me…
for now it looks like im failing ethics…so i just registered for it for fall anyway. in any case – im a little worried about myself..kano amon hochhe?
