ummmm in a few words if i had to describe my life before monday i would say – pathetic.
somehow it is changing tho.
i saw gretchen on monday. we talked abt some of my issues and she gave me things to work on.
one of them is taking out time to be inspired and more importantly giving my need for mindfucking more importance.
but she does think i shouldnt b with a guy soon. as in not emotionally/romantically like that.
but yday i did wanna c isaiah. i think he is in town and lied to me abt it.
starting frm ATL this is all i heard frm him -
- not really. trying to get things back how they were.
- we hang when we hang.
- any misunderstandings can be fixed.
- lol. the confused indian version. i love it. lol.
- its my new background.
-tell jada she gone hv to wait. i dont like her attitude. not around BABS.
- in charleston. see you soon.
- tell you what?
- later this week.
- lol. i wouldnt NOT tell u that.
well the good thing is that i hv learnt frm isaiah that some ppl like playing teenage games even when their wayy past their teens. i can feel how much he doesnt care and how much he doesnt want to get in touch with me but he cant say it to my face. whats the point of such a facade? its disappointing.
i thought he was becoming my friend. guess not anymore.
anywho ghum ashche. ami jai.
